Just want u to know..

i just want u to know that i love u so much..
so much till there's no words no numbers can describe it..
we've been hurting each other from the beginning coz of our past..
im trying really hard to forget all that so that i can build new memories with u..
i hope u do the same too..
coz im tired of fighting n hating each other..
i know im not living in a fairytale but i just wanna simple life n be happily ever after with you..
is that too much too ask for?


"Yaa Allah, Seandainya Telah Kau Catatkan.. Dia Milikku, Tercipta Untuk Diriku.. Satukanlah Hatinya Dengan Hatiku.. Titipkanlah Kebahagiaan... Yaa Allah, Ku Mohon Apa Yang Telah Kau Kurniakan.. Ku Harap Dia Adalah Yang Terbaik Buatku.. Kerna Engkau Tahu Segala Isi Hatiku.. Pelihara Daku Dari Kemurkaanmu.. Yaa Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah.. Berikanlah Aku Kekuatan Juga Harapan... Untuk Membina Diri Yang Lesu Tak Bermaya... Semaikan Setulus Kasih Dijiwa.. Ku Berserah Kepadamu, Kurniakanlah Aku Pasangan Yang Beriman... Bisa Menemani Aku, Supaya Aku Dan Dia Dapat Mengarungi Sungai Kehidupan, ke Muara Cinta Yang Engkau Redhai... Yaa Allah, Yang Maha Pengasih.. Engkau Saja Pemeliharaku.. Dengarkan Rintihan Hambamu Ini... Jangan Engkau Biarkan ku Sendiri.. Agarku Bisa Bahagia... Gantikanlah Yang Hilang... Tumbuhkan Yang Telah Patah... Ku Inginkan Bahagia.. Di Dunia Dan Akhirat... PadaMu Yaa Allah, Kumohon Segala... Hanya Padamu Sajalah Yaa Allah, Aku Meminta Dan Berdo'a... Semoga Engkau Mengabulkan do'a ku Ini... Amin... "

Dunno how..

this month is sure an unlucky month for me..

early of the month ive got a punctured car tyre..

my car battery totally rosak yesterday..need to replace with a new one..

nearly lost my love..still trying to patch things up..

almost lost my job..

currently im looking for a new job asap..

lots of problem..lots of thing in my mind..lots of feelings in my heart..

im totally blur n just follow the flow..

i dunno how i want to express actually what im feeling rite now..

im numb..

i can only pray to God that He will show me the right way..

sometimes i just feel like i give up with my life..

i dun care whatever want to happen next..

i just dun care..

what i noe is..

i just need a place to rest my head..

but till when???