31 December 2011

Happy New Year 2012




As you know that
2days d last day
Of d year 2011
I wanna thank d
Special ppl, who
Touched my life
With their
Concern & made
My life more
Meaningful,
U r 1 of them,
Thanks 4 your
Contribution 2 my life
May almighty
ALLAH
Continue 2 give you
Abundant
Blessing &
Happiness in d
Coming years
Too

Amin.

29 December 2011

Ombak Rindu Full Movie



Enjoice!!

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27 December 2011

Keserabutan

serabut sangat kepala otak aku skrg ni..
aku rsa mcm nk p tmpt baru yg sume org tak kenal aku..
syiok kan klau mcm tu..
serious ni!! isk
taktau nk buat ape dh..
redha je tp takleh gk..
asik terpikir je bnda yg blum setel yg ntah bila nk setel..
zZzZZzz (-_-")

acaner ni acaner????

10 December 2011

Gerhana Bulan 10 Disember 2011

malam ni akan terjadinya gerhana bulan..lebih kurang dalam pukul 8.45mlm-12.00tgh mlm..waktu ni jugak di galakkan utk melakukan sembahyang sunat gerhana..hukumnya sunat muakad..waktu ini jugak dikatakan waktu yg akan dimakbulkan doa..jadi marilah kita beramai2 menunaikan solat sunat gerhana ini..mudahan2 ibadah dan doa kita diterima dan dimakbulkan Allah..kalau tak dapat menjadi makmum di masjid pun..buat bersendirian pun takpe.. :)



PANDUAN RINGKAS SOLAT GERHANA & KHUTBAHNYA

Lafaz Niat Solat Sunat Gerhana Bulan

أُصَلِّى سُنَّةَ الخُسُوفِ رَكْعَتَينِ للهِ تَعَالَى

Ertinya : “ Sahaja aku solat sunat gerhana bulan dua rakaat kerana Allah Taala.”

Lafaz Niat Solat Sunat Gerhana Matahari

أُصَلِّى سُنَّةَ الْكُسُوفِ رَكْعَتَينِ للهِ تَعَالَى

Ertinya : “ Sahaja aku solat sunat gerhana matahari dua rakaat kerana Allah Taala.”

Cara & Bilangan Rakaat

Terdapat 3 cara melaksanakan solat sunat gerhana iaitu;

i. Yang terlebih sempurna ialah dilakukan 2 rakaat dengan setiap rakaat 2 ruku’ dan 2 qiyam yang dipanjangkan bacaan surah dan tasbihnya pada kedua-dua rakaat (Kesimpulannya: jumlah ruku’, qiyam dan sujud adalah sebanyak 4 kali dalam dua rakaat solat sunat gerhana). Ini adalah cara yang dilakukan oleh Rasulullah s.a.w. bersama para sahabatnya dan melibatkan masa yang amat panjang. Kadar panjang bacaan surah ialah surah al-Baqarah (286 ayat) dalam qiyam pertama, sirah Aali Imran (200 ayat) dalam qiyam kedua, surah al-Nisa’ (176 ayat) dalam qiyam ketiga, dan surah al-Ma’idah (120 ayat) dalam qiyam keempat). Kadar panjang tasbih ialah sekadar bacaan 100 ayat dalam ruku’ dan sujud pertama, sekadar bacaan 90 ayat dalam ruku’ dan sujud kedua, sekadar bacaan 70 ayat dalam ruku’ dan sujud ketiga, dan sekadar bacaan 50 ayat dalam ruku’ dan sujud keempat.

ii. Yang lebih sempurna dilakukan 2 rakaat dengan 2 kali ruku’ dan 2 kali qiyam, dengan tidak dipanjangkan bacaan pada kedua-dua rakaat. Ini adalah cara yang sederhana dan tidak memakan masa yang lama.

iii. Sekurang-kurangnya 2 rakaat seperti solat sunat biasa. Ini adalah cara dan bilangan rakaat yang paling minimum dan melibatkan tempoh yang singkat.

Huraian Cara Kedua (Sederhana Panjang)

Berikut adalah huraian cara solat gerhana dalam tempoh yang sederhana iaitu sekitar 30-40 minit berdasarkan pengalaman menunaikan solat gerhana bulan pada hari Selasa 15 Syaaban 1428 bersamaan 28 Ogos 2007 lalu. Turut dicadangkan bacaan surah-surah pilihan daripada juzuk ke-30 yang lebih dikenali di kalangan masyarakat kita dengan ’ayat-ayat lazim’.

(Rakaat Pertama)

1. Takbiratul Ihram.

2. Membaca doa iftitah.

3. Membaca Isti’azah. (أَعُوْذُ بِالله مِنَ الشَّيْطَانِ الرَّجِيْمِ)

4. Membaca surah al-Fatihah.

5. Membaca surah dalam qiyam pertama. Dicadangkan membaca surah surah al-Baqarah (ayat 1-25) atau surah al-A’laa (19 ayat).

6. Ruku’ (pertama) dan membaca tasbih (100 kali tasbih).

7. Iktidal dan qiyam kedua, membaca surah al-Fatihah dan surah. Dicadangkan membaca surah al-Baqarah (ayat 26-48) atau surah al-Ghaasyiyah (26 ayat).

8. Ruku’ (kedua) dengan membaca tasbih (90 kali tasbih).

9. Iktidal.

10. Sujud (pertama) dan membaca tasbih (100 kali tasbih).

11. Duduk antara 2 sujud (sunat dipanjangkan tempohnya).

12. Sujud (kedua) dan membaca tasbih (90 kali tasbih).

13. Berdiri ke rakaat kedua.

(Rakaat Kedua)

1. Qiyam ketiga dan membaca surah al-Fatihah.

2. Membaca surah. Dicadangkan membaca surah al-Baqarah (ayat 49-61) atau surah al-Syams (15 ayat).

3. Ruku’ (ketiga) dan membaca tasbih (70 kali tasbih).

4. Iktidal dan qiyam keempat, membaca surah al-Fatihah dan membaca surah. Dicadangkan membaca surah al-Baqarah (ayat 62-74) atau surah al-Zalzalah (8 ayat).

5. Ruku’ (keempat) dengan membaca tasbih (50 kali tasbih).

6. Iktidal.

7. Sujud (ketiga) dan membaca tasbih (70 kali tasbih).

8. Duduk antara 2 sujud (sunat dipanjangkan tempohnya).

9. Sujud (keempat) dan membaca tasbih (50 kali tasbih).

10. Membaca tasyahhud akhir.

11. Memberi salam & imam bangun menyampaikan dua khutbah.

08 December 2011

Without You - David Guetta



I can’t win, I can’t reign
I will never win this game without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same without you, without you

I won’t run, I won’t fly
I will never make it by without you, without you
I can’t rest, I can’t fight
All I need is you and I, without you

Without….

You! You! You! You!
You! You! You! You!

Can’t erase, so I’ll take blame
But I can’t accept that we're estranged without you, without you
I can’t quit now, this can’t be right

I can’t take one more sleep this night without you, without you
I won’t soar, I won’t climb
If you’re not here, I’m living life without you, without you

I can’t look, I’m so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you

Without….

You! You! You! You!
You! You! You! You!

02 December 2011

Breaking Dawn Part 1

well..its 4.23am in the morning n i cant sleep..TAHNIAH!!

disebabkan aku xleh tdo n kepala otak aku ligat dok pikir mcm2 ni baiklah aku update blog ni n type je ape yg ade dlm kepala..hehe
arini movie ombak rindu stat show kt pawagam so TL n status FB sume update psal tu je..
before this sume update psal breaking dawn ni je..
sepupu aku ckp citer ni lg bosan dr Eclipse so aku pun terfikir..kalau bosan dri aku membazir duet tgk wayang baik aku download je kn..
so al-kisahnye tadi la baru aku sempat tgk cter ni setelah abes download semalam..

hurmm..pada aku citer ni xdela bosan sgt but quite menghampakan aku la sbb aku expect more..
well weddings never fail to make me smile so bleh dikatakan aku asyik tersenyum je sblm part bella sakit tu tiba..
and because i love romantic movies pada aku jugak movie agak sweet la kan..
bila tiba je part bella pregnant n sakit tu start tu la citer agak membosankan coz terjadinye konflik antara bella n edward..jacob dgn werewolves clan die..byk ckp2..boring~!!
lg satu dlm movie ni aku x suka part bella cuba buat mcm2 supaya edward tdo dgn die..aku tau dlm novel pn cmtu gk..nk wat cmna kn..tp nampak desperate gila kott.... (-_-")

tp kan aku xtau la ni camera trick ke ape tp bella nampak sgt3 kurus dlm movie ni..
especially time kt bilik mandi yg die dgn rosaline tu n time die labor n also kunun2 time die mati tu..nmpak mcm anorexic plak..
the make up plak instead of making her look sick..die nampak mcm dh tua..hehe

oleh sebab antara semua novel twilight saga ni novel breaking dawn yg paling tebal sekali, so aku mcm x pcaya la yg jalan cerita n plot movie ni cm pendek..tak sampai 2jam pun duration die..cmpur ending credit around 1 hour and 46 mins je..

anyways..aku amat2 dan amat sekali berharap agar part 2 nanti x menghampakan aku..*finger crossed* hehe ;D


29 November 2011

It Will Rain - Bruno Mars



If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my leaves are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
walkin’ with that troublesome guy

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But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yea for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
That’ll make you mine

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I’ll do the same
goodbye, don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
That’ll make it right

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

p/s: i wud like to dedicate this song to me loved one..hopefully all our plan will come true next year..InsyaAllah.. ;)

23 November 2011

Ombak Rindu




Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisiku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosaku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala dukaku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya ‘tuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dariku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mataku
Yang mengalir membasuh lukaku
Agar dia tahu ku tersiksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu berserah
Moga cahaya tiba nanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisiku

28 October 2011

I Miss My Parent..

My parent left Malaysia for Hajj on 10 Oct 2011. They will be back on 23 Nov 2011. I miss them so much. :(


I miss your voice that used to softly sing my special lullaby.
I miss your hands that used to hold me when I was scared.
I miss your eyes that would bring me to ease each time I stared into them.
I miss your nicknames you gave me when I would act bad.
I miss you falling asleep to your heartbeat when I would lay my head upon your chest.
I miss the prayers you taught me when we prayed together.
I miss our long talks on the phone.
I miss the "I love you's" & "Be careful's" everyday.
I miss the "Good Morning" & "Good night's".
I miss our tickle fights.
I miss our arguments knowing you were always right.
I miss you...

I am blessed to have them as my parent even if i died and live again i cant find or have a parent like them. they always there for me whenever i need them. even i always take them forgranted, rarely tell them that i love n miss them, they still love me unconditionally. eventhough we're not a rich family, they always try their best to give me the best. eventhough i rarely tell them that i love them, deep in my heart there's no one that i love and need most than them. i would do anything for them even die for them.


"Ya Allah ya tuhanku, kau ampunilah dosa kedua ibu bapaku. Kau panjangkan lah umur mereka dan murahkan lah rezeki mereka. Kau jauhilah mereka dari segala bencana dan malapetaka. Kau sihatkan lah tubuh badan mereka agar mereka dapat menunaikan ibadah mu dengan sempurna agar mereka mendapat haji yang mabrur ya Allah. Tiada lain yang ku pinta darimu melainkan yang terbaik untuk mereka. Sesungguhnya Kau yang maha pengasih lagi mengasihani. Amin."


p/s: Hurt them? I'll have your head on my plate. ;)


02 October 2011

Pics Update!



01 October 2011

Happy Birthday Love!!


Happy 27th Birthday to my dear Syafiq Ridzuan!!
His birthday was on 29th Sept.

He always told to me that he never celebrate his birthday before.
So i think why not this year i plan a lil bit of suprise for him. hehe

on the 28th sept noon, i called his bestfriend Mat and told him that tomorrow is fick's bday and i want to plan sumthing for him. I asked Mat to tell a few of their friends about it n i said it wud be better if they can buy some flour and eggs. i also asked Mat to make sure that fick go to work a lil bit earlier tonight coz i want to bake some cupcakes for him.

at first i thot i wanna come n suprise him around 12am but then after discussing with Mat we changed the time. so i need to wait till they finish working around 3am.

fick went to work around 8pm that night and i start baking around 9.30pm. baking the chocolate moist cupcakes was easy but to decorate it with fondant was the hardest part. it took me nearly 3 hours just to decorate it. luckily i got boy, daus n dayah to help me.

we finish decorating the cupcakes around 2am. i called Mat and asked him to cepat2 kemas n go to McD Cheras. He said okay and will inform me back once they finish packing. at 3am mat sms me and ask me to come to downtown coz they already start throwing him the flour. i said its okay, just pujuk him to go to McD Cheras after diz. i'll meet them there.

Mat, Fick and Madir arrived at mcD around 3.30am. i waited in the car with daus n boy coz Andy and Zura havent arrive yet. after Andy and Zura came, then only i went to his table with the cupcakes and happy birthday candles on top of it. He was suprise and speechless!! Haha

because im in the office rite now so i dun hav his pics and the cupcakes. i'll update the pic later but the cupcakes look sumthing like this :



i called em the 18SX Cupcakes. hehe

After eating and chit chatting we all went back around 4.30am.
Eventhough its only 8 of us but as long as he was happy, im satisfied!
He said thank you to me many times that night. hee ;D
What makes me very happy is that everybody said the cupcakes is delicious.
Even when we sent sum of the cupcakes to his sister in law, kak ida in putrajaya,
kak ida said i bought the cupcakes. Haha

Lastly, Happy Birthday Syg and i wish u all the happiness and success in the world! I'll always love you and hopefully we will always be together and happy forever. ;)

24 September 2011

You Just Keep On Loving Me

No matter what I look like,
Whether pretty or plain you see,
When I’m all dressed up or in PJs,
You just keep on loving me.

Sometimes I’m happy and cheerful;
Other times grumpy and sad;
Your absolute love never wavers,
Whether I’m grouchy or glad.

Sometimes I try to change you;
And sometimes I criticize;
But I feel something melting within me,
When I see all the love in your eyes.

Your tolerance is endless,
However I choose to be;
Having my love makes you happy,
So you just keep on loving me.

And that is why, my darling,
Whatever else I do,
One thing is sure; no matter what,
I’ll just keep on loving you.

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08 September 2011

60 Things Guys Should Know About Girls

1) For all we talk about how hot guys are. We mostly care about there personality. Though a hot body is a plus

2) We are just as shy as you are about relationships

3) Many of us don't let you see us cry, unless we want you to comfort us

4) We like dropping small flirts, to see if you are interested. But we will later deny it or make it into a joke

5) Most of us prefer to be call beautiful than hot or sexy. But not all of us

6) We only wear mini skirts, tank tops and skimpy cloths for you (unless it's REALLY REALLY hot outside). So if you don't like what we wear say something likely look really nice today, but you know...I think I like you in jeans better'

7) We travel in groups for one of two reasons 1) because we want to share some form of gossip with each other or get advice on something 2) B/c we don't want to get caught by ourselves with you because we won't know what to say and are afraid we'll make a fool of ourselves

8) MOST girls spend about 15% of the time thinking about specific guys, 20% thinking of guys in general, 25% thinking of how to get guys to notice us and what to say when we do, 30% of the time TALKING about guys (even if someone else isn't listening), and 10% of the time doing something else

9) Girls automatically assume that all guys are ***** and only want to get into our pants until you prove otherwise (and even then some small part of us still thinks that)

10) Most girls are under the impression that guys only want skinny 'hot' girls

11) Most girls enjoy being paraded around once in awhile in front of your friends. We enjoy having you show us off to your friends, kind of like, 'Hey, look at my hot ass girlfriend! Aren't you jealous?" But we don't enjoy being nothing but a trophy girl

12) Nicknames like "Babe, or darling" are safe to call just about any girl. But beware of "Princess or Angel". Some girls will take offense to this thinking you are calling them to innocent or incapable of taking care of themselves.

13) Speaking of nicknames, almost every girl has ONE nickname that they just love to be called

14) Most girls will drop lots of hints to tell you that they like you, but won't come right out and say" I like you" or "I love you". If you think they like you, there is a good chance they do.

15) Scenario time! -You like a girl named Ashley, Ashley has a friend named Brenda. Brenda comes up you in the hall and asks "Do you like Ashley?"

More often than not in this scenario Ashley asked Brenda to ask you because she is to shy to ask you herself. And even if she didn't the first thing Brenda is going to do with your answer is tell Ashley. Now you are thinking "WHAT!? NO!! DON"T TELL HER THAT!!!" but in reality, this is a good thing. Because there is a good chance she already likes you. And if she doesn't, she will now be looking at you in a different way, and let me tell you. It's a lot easier to fall for a guy if you already know they like you. So its safe. So go ahead and tell Brenda that you like Ashley. Take a chance.

16) Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.

17) Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it

18) Girls talk about everything with their girl friends. So unless you tell us not to tell them about something, they WILL know about it within 3 days. And if you are the girl's boyfriend, that means, you're possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you're a Greek god, which you're not...

19) Girls hate guys with bad hygiene.

20) Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist

21) Most girls like a guy that will willing dance with them, even if he doesn't know how

22) Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they're attracted to you, but are afraid that they'll be showing too much

23) A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON

24) Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration

25) When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever

26) Girls get embarrassed easily, even if guys don't know what the hell just happened.

27) Girls daydream about their crushes ALL the time. They just don't show it.

28) When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. She doesn't need you to fix it or tell her how to. She just wants you to listen.

29) When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be all right. And more likely than not, it will endear them to you more than anything else.

30) Girls love it when guys say their name

31) Girls love confidence

32) When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her

33) Girls hate it when other girls flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Ah, the beauty of irony

34) We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening.

35) Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

36) Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want relationships.

37) No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe to us. Not because we don't like your taste in women, because believe me WE do! its just that...we don't want to have to wonder if she is better than us. And if she is a hoe, we are better. So it makes things simple for us.

38) We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it. But we CAN try and hide it.
39) Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emit other strange gases from your body, it is not. Though we sometimes will tell you it is.

40) As far as you are concerned, we are beautiful at all times, and don't tell us different, unless you make it sound like a compliment (even if it isn't) Like, "You were really pretty yesterday when you wore -insert clothing/accessory here-, I think you should wear that more often"

41) Whatever you do, don't just show up at our house unexpected or at least without ringing the door bell...we run around in our underwear just like you do. And no matter how much you would like to see that, we will likely never talk to you again

42) DON'T CHEAT ON US. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be dirt.

43) We want you to beware of every male relative and all guy friends. All of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. We just don't want you to be too obvious.

44) We enjoy being kissed by you in front of your friends. It makes us feel like you care a lot about us.

45) You don't have PMS; so don't act like you know what it's like. Don't try to understand...believe me you never will.

46) Violent statements like "If that guy keeps looking at you, I'm going to tear his head off" are appealing

47) We don't want you to say you love us if you don't mean it

48) We love it when you make eye contact with us while we talk.

49) Most girls are afraid of losing our independence to guys (for some unknown reason)

50) If you ask a girl out directly, more likely than not, she will say yes to you. Even if she only has lukewarm feelings for you, because it will give her the chance to get to know you better and get to like you even more.

51) Most girls love it when guys ask them for advice.

52) Girls like it when you tell us what you are thinking, even if you don't understand it yourself

53) After you've been dating for a while, realize that we really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond

54) There is nothing wrong with being attentive and sensitive. However, this behavior can be carried too far. You don't have to hang on our every word or give in to our every whim. The thrill of the chase doesn't end after the first successful pick-up line. If you don't present us with some minor challenges, we're likely to get bored, or worse, feel that you're creepy and obsessive.

55) Variety is the spice of life. There are patterns underlying what your woman says she likes and doesn't like. It would benefit you far more to try and discern the nature of these than to repeat everything she admits to enjoying until she no longer does

56) Most men think the chase ends once they have us, but truly it has only just began.You must work even harder to keep us then you do you earn us. We not some trophy you can earn,put on a shelf and admire. You have to care for us like the living human beings we are.(see 54)

57)WHEN WE SAY NO ITS NO, SO STOP ASKING!!!

58)If someone flirts with you, its a complement. If you're not interested, accept it but dont flirt back.

59)The woman in your life needs to hear how you feel about her, and often. Tell her now

60)All women are complicated, and it is doubtful any man will ever fully be able to understand us.But we know that, so its going to be ok.

18 August 2011

Oh Allah



Oh Allah, teach me to love others just like I love myself,
teach me to judge myself just like I judge others.
And if I have wronged anyone,
give me the courage to apologize,
and if anyone wronged me,
give me the courage to forgive
because you have taught me that forgiveness is
the highest level of strength and
revenge is the highest level of weakness.
And I ask you not to forget me in your forgiveness♥

16 August 2011

Kenapa?

sakitnya hati aku cuma tuhan yg tahu..
kenapa kau buat aku cmni?
ape salah aku dgn kau smpai kau sanggup balas aku cmni?

kau tau ke ape yg aku rasa?
kau tahu cmna rasa sakitnya hati aku sekarang ni?
aku harap kau puas hati..
terima kasih byk2 atas segalanya n ape yg kau buat kat aku ni..
smpai mati pun aku akan igt..

15 August 2011

No Mood For Everything

dunno wut to write..
dunno wut to think..
dunno wut to do..
ive got no mood for everything..
feels like just wanna lay in my bed n do nutting..

why ive become like this?
im not sure..
maybe coz of this fuck up company that i worked with..
obviously it ruin everything especially my mood..

after Paris died..
i felt like a bit lost..
dun hav someone dat i can play talk n bully with..
miss her so much..
dunno whether i shud get a new puppy or not..
been thinking bout it but i cant make up my mind..

i wanna have my old life back..
i wanna feel normal again..
god please help me settle my prob asap..
im sick n tired of it already..

to my loved ones..
please get a normal job asap..
i want u to spend more time with me like before..
life's kinda bored without you n paris by my side..

to all of u who's reading my blog..
i dun give a fuck abt whatever u guys thinking bout me..
the reason i own a blog is just because i want a place where i can write about anything and everything..
so if u guys wanna talk bad about me or use any pics or wut i wrote for a bad purpose or shitting on me..
GO FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE~!!


18 July 2011

Bersih 2.0?

Masih terdapat ramai orang yang tidak faham bersih itu apa tetapi masih komen seperti tahu apa itu bersih. Membaca komen di ruangan blog blogger2day membuatkan aku terfikir bahawa perlu nya entry neh ditulis agar mereka yang tidak faham bersih akan berlapang dada menerima dan memahami apa itu bersih sebelum membuat keputusan yang bias.

Apa itu bersih?

bersih ialah satu kempen. Ia bukan parti politik. Oleh itu ia tidak memerlukan ROS dan apa2 pendaftaran sekalipun. Anggap sahaja kempen 1malaysia sebagai contoh. Sepertimana najib kempenkan 1malaysia untuk menyatupadukan rakyat [itu alasan najib, tetapi bukan itu yang akal aku tafsir] malaysia pelbagai kaum.

Apa kempen bersih?

Kempen bersih ialah membantu menambahbaikpulihkan sistem SPR. 8 perkara bawah neh di tuntut ;

1. BERSIHKAN SENARAI UNDI <-- Terdapat kecelaruan maklumat dalam sistem spr sendiri. Ini ialah salah satu contoh. Jadi kita minta SPR bersihkan senarai undi mereka. Kita tidak tuduh SPR kotor. Contoh ;

Bersih : Saya nampak ada kotoran di belakang baju awak lah!
SPR : Yeke? Mana2, saya tak perasan pun.
Bersih : Ada di belakang awak, mari saya tolong bersihkan.
SPR : Terima kasih ya. Lain kali saya akan lihat sendiri di cermin supaya masalah yang sama tidak berulang lagi.
Kita nampak ada kecelaruan maklumat, kita bagitau SPR supaya dia betulkan. Simple. Kita bukan marah + tuduh + fitnah + atau nak perang.

2.
MENREFORMASI UNDI POS <-- Sistem undi pos yang ada ini tidak relevan. Aku ada saudara yang bekerja sebagai askar. Dia tidak pernah mengundi. Dia masih seorang askar sehingga ke hari neh. Dan dia tahu bahawa undi dia adalah reserved untuk BN. Bukan kah ini negara demokrasi? Jangan gunakan undi pos untuk hal sendiri. Bagi peluang kepada mereka untuk memilih dan memangkah apa yang mereka sukai.

Jangan jumpa / meeting dengan mereka sehari sebelum dan selepas undi pos. Kenapa perlu "nasihat" supaya mereka sedar bahawa mereka bekerja dengan siapa, makan duit siapa, kena kenang budi dan sebagainya. Jangan. Bagi mereka pilih apa yang mereka mahu. Jangan ugut dan jangan paksa. Sebab itu sistem undi pos seharusnya dihapuskan. Biarlah mereka mengundi sesiapa yang mereka suka dan perkara itu haruslah dirahsia bagi menjaga privacy masing2.

3. GUNA DAKWAT KEKAL <-- Kita mahukan penggunaan dakwat kekal. Perlu supaya tidak berlaku pemanipulasi. Kita tidak mahu satu individu boleh mengundi di seratus tempat yang sama. Selepas dia mengundi, kita cop dia. Biar kita tahu bahawa dia telah mengundi di satu2 kawasan dan tidak boleh mengundi lagi di mana2 kawasan yang lain.

4. MASA KEMPEN MINIMA 21 HARI <-- kita mohon masa kempen yang panjang supaya kita boleh bersedia untuk berkempen. Itu sahaja.

5. AKSES MEDIA YANG BEBAS DAN ADIL <-- Kita mahukan media yang bebas dan telus. Kita bukan mahu media yang bodek satu2 parti. Kita tak perlukan media pro pembangkang dan sebagainya. kita cuma mahukan media adil yang melaporkan kes berdasarkan fakta. Itu sahaja. kita tak minta media menipu dan menfitnah mana2 individu demi kita tetapi kita cuma minta media bersikap telus dan adil. Adakah permintaan ini berat dan sukar bagi SPR?

Peranan media sangat penting untuk menyampaikan maklumat direct kepada rakyat. Apatah lagi media arus perdana dipelopori oleh pro kerajaan atas pelbagai sekatan dan tekanan polisi kerajaan terhadap mereka. Ibarat sistem AUKU. Kita mahukan sekatan neh di hapuskan. Laporkan yang jujur dan benar sahaja. Susah sangat ke?

6. KUKUHKAN INSTITUSI AWAM <-- Institusi awam harus dibebaskan daripada kekangan dan peraturan yang tidak munasabah. Dalam erti kata lain, tangan ghaib tidak patut timbul dan masuk campur dalam apa2 hal yang melibatkan kepentingan rakyat dan dasar negara untuk mempengaruhi keputusan dan tindakan agar merasionalkan tindakan yang salah.

7.
HENTIKAN RASUAH <-- Seringkali berlaku rasuah dan penyelewengan dalam kempen pilihanraya. Benda itu sangat terang dan terbukti banyak kali. Oleh itu kita minta SPR alert dan faham bahawa rasuah ini sangat bahaya. Ianya ialah penyakit. Rasuah boleh merosakkan dan membinasakan negara.

Sepertimana yang kita alami sekarang, kesan akubat rasuah. Disebabkan rasuah lah kita lihat pelbagai projek mega terabai, bangunan runtuh, projek yang tak lulus qc tapi di approved dan macam2 lagi. Terlalu banyak. Andai wakil rakyat menang dengan cara rasuah sudah tentulah dia akan gunakan cara yang sama untuk kekalkan kuasa dan ketika berkuasa, sudah tentu dia akan merasuah dan memberi rasuah. Akhirnya yang menjadi mangsa ialah rakyat jelata.

8. HENTIKAN POLITIK KOTOR <-- Inilah amalan yang kita mahu SPR faham. Amalan neh tidak bersih dan tidak boleh diamalkan. Politik kotor dengan menyerang peribadi, menfitnah, mengaibkan, mencabut banner, melarang pembangkang berceramah dan berkempen politik, menutup kawasan ceramah, menggunakan polis untuk menghentikan ceramah, sengaja tak beri permit ceramah, sempadankan semula kawasan, dan macam2 lagi lah benda yang tidak sepatut timbul.

Di negara yang demokrasi neh kita minta agar spr izinkan kita bertanding secara adil dengan pihak yang lagi satu. Apa salahnya bertanding secara adil dan saksama? Bukanlah kita meminta perkara yang bukan2. Kita cuma minta jauhi amalan politik kotor dan kita bertanding secara adil.

Sekarang sudah faham? Baiklah apakah anda boleh bersama bersih ataupun tidak?

Bersih diketuai oleh AMBIGA. Ambiga ialah orang kafir. Ambiga menyokong murtad lina joy.

Ya. Pengerusi bersih ialah ambiga. Ambiga ialah orang bukan islam. Ambiga menyokong lina joy selepas dia murtad selama 8 tahun. Maksudnya disini ialah ;

lina joy murtad selepas 8 tahun baru jumpa ambiga. Dan ambiga tiada kena mengena dengan lina joy sehinggalah berlangsungnya satu forum memeluk islam. Ini bermaksud selepas lina joy murtad lapan tahun dia jumpa ambiga. Jadi selama lapan tahun neh siapa yang murtadkan lina joy? Lina joy sendiri. Dia sendiri yang murtadkan diri dia dulu, kini dan mungkin akan datang.

Ambiga bukan orang islam. Tak aneh apabila dia jumpa orang murtad dan dia menyokong mereka. Sama seperti kita. Apabila kita jumpa mereka yang memeluk islam sudah tentulah kita sokong mereka. Contoh situasi ;

1. Orang islam = murtad masuk kristian = jumpa geng kristian = geng2 kristian defend dia

2. Orang kristian = masuk islam = jumpa geng islam = geng2 islam bela dia

Ini situasi yang normal. Belajar menerima kenormalan neh. Yang tak normal apabila ada orang islam sendiri yang sokong murtadnya lina joy. Siapa mereka itu? Mereka itu individu yang membiarkan lina joy murtad selama 8 tahun tanpa apa2 pemantauan dan pertolongan. Siapa mereka? Ahli keluarga lina joy ada jawapan nya. Tak boleh salahkan kerajaan [umno] dan perlembagaan semata2. Iman itu terletak atas diri sendiri. Kalau kita nampak ahli keluarga yang murtad, kita kena bantu. Cari jalan untuk selamatkan mereka, bukan biarkan mereka bertahun2 sehingga mereka jauh tersesat ke dalam.

Sampai kita nak selamatkan lagi pun dah tak boleh. Benda neh bila sampai ke pengetahuan masyarakat pada tahun 2007 [tak silap] dah tak boleh ubah apa2 sebab lina joy dah murtad selama 8 tahun tanpa pengawasan dan berhasil tukar ic daripada nama azalina kepada nama orang kristian.

Apa yang kerajaan boleh buat pada ketika itu ialah dakwahkan lina joy tetapi tiada peruntukan undang2 seperti itu. Bila kerajaan sendiri tiada ubat untuk mengubati maka disini lah kerajaan dikecam. Kita tidak kecam kerajaan kerana lina joy murtad. Tetapi kerajaan dikecam kerana tidak mampu mengubati kemurtadan lina joy. Ada beza disitu.

Ambiga ada kaitan dengan IFC. Ini bahaya.

Aku tidak tahu hal ini secara jelas. Yang aku tahu ambiga dan paklah masing2 menerima memo. Itu sahaja. Belum lagi nampak apa2 perkara yang boleh mengaitkan ambiga secara langsung dengan IFC sehingga kini. Akan datang aku tidak tahu. Apa pun IFC memang wajar ditentang oleh orang islam. Perjuangan bersih dan IFC ialah dua perjuangan yang berbeza.

Jangan bawa sentimen keagamaan dalam perjuangan bersih kerana bersih memperjuangkan pilihanraya yang bebas dan adil. Bukan muslim yang boleh keluar masuk islam sesuka ahti. Tiada dalam mana2 8 kempen bersih menyatakan apa2 perjuangan IFC. Dan SIS = salah seorang penyokong bersih dan IFC = marina mahathir = anak mahathir = ada kaitan dengan kerajaan. Sila lihat isu neh dengan lebih meluas dan adil.

Jadi, boleh sokong bersih sekarang?

Bersih ada kaitan dengan komunis!


Arh sudah. Tadi murtad + lina joy + ifc. Kini alasan baru pula. Bersih tiada kaitan dengan komunis. Boleh menolak bersih. Tidak salah.Tetapi harus menolak atas sebab yang benar dan bukan sebab rekaan. Mengaitkan bersih dengan komunis <-- ini mitos. Fakta nya ialah bersih tiada kaitan dengan komunis.



Bersih ialah pertubuhan haram!

Bersih bukan pertubuhan ataupun parti politik. Bersih ialah kempen sama seperti kempen 1malaysia. Oleh itu tiada pendaftaran diperlukan.

Bersih agenda yahudi !

Arhh lagiii.. sampai bila nak habis? Bersih tiada kaitan dengan yahudi. Sama seperti isu komunis yang mana kerajaan tiada bukti bahawa bersih = komunis, maka seperti itu jugalah isu bersih = yahudi, tiada bukti pun! Hanya cakap2 nak menakutkan dan menghilangkan sokongan sahaja.

Bersih terima dana asing!

Bersih terima dana tetapi bukan dari pihak luar sebaliknya dari rakyat malaysia yang mana dana itu digunakan untuk melancarkan gerak kerja dan kempen2 bersih.

Bersih diperalatkan oleh ambiga untuk berkuasa dan merampas kuasa orang melayu!

Selepas berlalunya bersih 2.0, najib dan barisan pimpinan bercakap bahawa anwar memperalatkan bersih untuk berkuasa. Jadi dimanakah tuduhan yang betul sebenarnya? Bagi satu tuduhan yang betul maka barulah aku boleh menjawab. Agak pening nak menjawab isu neh sebab, kejap2 ambiga peralatkan pas, kejap2 anwar peralatkan bersih, kejap2 pembangkang peralatkan bersih.

Jadi yang mana satu betul? Ke, kesemua tuduhan di atas? Jika ya, maka jawapan nya adalah sama untuk kesemua soklan dan tuduhan iaitu

TIDAK!

Sebaliknya rakyat memperalatkan bersih kerana kita nak kan bersuara untuk ketidakadilan disini. Kita marah barang naik. Kita marah gaji kecik. Kita marah ekonomi teruk. Kita marah kerajaan rasuah. Kita marah itu ini, berbekalkan sentimen itu lah kita memilih untuk bersama bersih disamping kita juga suka dan setuju dengan tuntutan 8 perkara dalam bersih.

Ini kerana kita percaya bahawa antara punca2 kesusahan kita pada hari neh ialah disebabkan berlakunya penindasan dan ketidakadilan dalam sistem pilihanraya yang memungkinkan memenangkan wakil rakyat jahat sekaligus menindas warga marhaen.

Isu mengangu-gugat kuasa orang melayu tidak patut timbul kerana perlembagaan sudah menjanjikan hanya orang islam boleh menjadi perdana menteri. Maka usah khuatir. Bukan kah anda yang bilang melayu = islam kan? Heh.

Sebelum bersih, berlaku pelbagai tuduhan bahawa bersih ada kaitan dengan keganasan, motolov cocktail dan sebagainya.

Jadi? Adakah polis menemui apa2 bukti selepas bersih berlalu? Tidak bukan. Jadilah orang yang berani. Berani buat kajian sendiri. Apa salahnya memahami susur galur bersih. Jangan jadi orang yang suka menolak. Belum apa2 dah haram. Itu dap. Itu pas. Itu sesat. Itu komunis. Itu liwat dan sebagainya. Jangan. Masing2 ada akal.

Gunakan ia untuk menilai. Tanya kawan2 yang pergi demo bersih. Apakah mereka murtad dan menerima wang yahudi selepas demo? Apakah ada polis yang kena bom? Apakah ada mana2 kedai dipecahkan? Jalanraya sesak dan ditutup oleh pihak polis di atas kefobiaan mereka yang melampau. Walaupun sudah berulangkali kita menegaskan bahawa pihak polis boleh tentukan mana2 jalan yang kita patut guna untuk menuju ke stadium tetapi akhirnya hak kita dinafikan. Segala apa masalah yang dihadapi oleh rakyat malaysia pada hari itu, sama sekali bukan datang dari pendemo bersih.

Perjuangan pendemo bersih ialah untuk anda dan masa depan anda semua. Bukan semua berani turun demo dan bukan semua mampu pergi berdemo. Apa salahnya anda menghargai orang yang telah berdemo untuk masa depan anda yang lebih baik? Apa salahnya untuk anda menerima dan memahami kenapa mereka berdemo? Perjuangan bersih ialah untuk kepentingan kita semua. Ya, untuk kepentingan rakyat malaysia.

Oleh itu daripada kita bertelagah untuk hal yang tak perlu, tidak pasti dan fitnah, Marilah kita rakyat bersatu untuk bersihkan negara neh dari segala korupsi dan helah manusia2 yang rakus. Tak salah dan tiada sesiapa pun rugi jika kita sama2 bergabung untuk bersih. Bukan kah "bersih" itu dituntut dalam islam?


Read more: http://amenoworld.blogspot.com/2011/07/fakta-bersih-yang-anda-mesti-tahu.html#ixzz1SR0loKTZ



aku tak faham dgn sesetengah orang yang masih tak faham lagi bersih tu apa.
lepas tu nak kaitkan plak bersih dgn ambiga - lina joy - IFC..
WTF???
igt orang skrg sokong bodoh2 je ke..
orang sokong tuntutan bersih tu sendiri..
bukannya sokong ambiga tu membabi buta..
contoh..kalau korang tgk bola Malaysia vs Jepun..
Korang sokong Malaysia..maksudnya korang sokong PM Malaysia ke? Sokong gomen?
Ramai gak yang bodoh kan kat luar sana..
Tak tahu beza..kesian korang..

06 July 2011

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Takyah cari aku dah..
Aku tak nak tengok muka kau lagi..
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22 June 2011

:(

ntah la..
xtau aku nk luahkan mcmane..
mcm2 bnda jadi..
bila life n family aku dh okay..
bnda lain lak jadi..
hati sakit..badan sakit..semua sakit..
cuma beberapa org yg terdekat je tau ape yg terjadi dlm hidup aku..
bertimpa2 ujian n dugaan yg dtg dr Allah..
kata kwn2 mungkin DIA tahu yg aku kuat n mampu tuk hadapi sbb tu DIA bagi aku dugaan yg mcm ni..
mungkin jugak ni balasan atas2 kesilapan n dosa2 yg aku dah buat..
semoga hari2 yg akan dtg lebih baik dari hari ini dan sebelumnya..



p/s: thx to all my GFs who always try to make me happy n comfort me when im down..i LOVE you guys!! ;)

07 June 2011

1st Day At Work

Well, what can i say?
My 1st day at work is quite boring actually..
All my colleagues is chinese..this is just a small office..
Just around 20people..they're all support team..engineers..
But they're all friendly tho..
Shui Wen the girl that i suppose to replace is still here..
So basically i got no work coz she still haven't finish most of her work and she haven't yet create a handover list to me..
Her last day will be on 15th June..

Because they're all engineers so they're quite nerdy..
Just sit at their place..doing their work..
The office is quiet most of the time..
Dats what makes me so sleepy.. (-.-)"
Hopefully Shui Wen can pass me some work asap..
As im bored to death at my cubicle..
Feels like want to puke whenever i look at this laptop monitor..
bluergh~!!

Will update later..bye guys!


02 June 2011

STOP!

BITCH!

01 June 2011

Hello June!

well last 2 days is da happiest day of my life..
got a phone call n i got da job!!
Alhamdulillah.. ;)
i will be reporting to work on Monday 6th June..
Hopefully June will be a better month for me than May..
InsyaAllah..

Last friday i supposed to go back to my hometown as im boring as hell here..
he's at penang and my housemate are all working..
only get to see them at nite..
while waiting for my car engine to heat up, i called him just to tell him dat im otw to go back BP..
then he said why dun u just go back tomorrow?
i asked him why n he didnt answered me..
i said if u dun tell me then i still wanna go back BP today..
then he told me that actually he's otw back to KL to surprise me..
he didnt know dat i wanna go back to my hometown and he's already reached Ipoh..
i was happy as hell but i just pretend that im still angry..huhu
actually he got 2 weddings last weekend..
his bestfriend's wedding is on saturday and his cousin's wedding is on sunday..
but still, he chose to be with me instead..
thank you so much for choosing me and spending ur time with me love.. ;)

p/s : I ♥ you, no matter how many fights we've had. I will always ♥ you.

23 May 2011

Just want u to know..

i just want u to know that i love u so much..
so much till there's no words no numbers can describe it..
we've been hurting each other from the beginning coz of our past..
im trying really hard to forget all that so that i can build new memories with u..
i hope u do the same too..
coz im tired of fighting n hating each other..
i know im not living in a fairytale but i just wanna simple life n be happily ever after with you..
is that too much too ask for?


"Yaa Allah, Seandainya Telah Kau Catatkan.. Dia Milikku, Tercipta Untuk Diriku.. Satukanlah Hatinya Dengan Hatiku.. Titipkanlah Kebahagiaan... Yaa Allah, Ku Mohon Apa Yang Telah Kau Kurniakan.. Ku Harap Dia Adalah Yang Terbaik Buatku.. Kerna Engkau Tahu Segala Isi Hatiku.. Pelihara Daku Dari Kemurkaanmu.. Yaa Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah.. Berikanlah Aku Kekuatan Juga Harapan... Untuk Membina Diri Yang Lesu Tak Bermaya... Semaikan Setulus Kasih Dijiwa.. Ku Berserah Kepadamu, Kurniakanlah Aku Pasangan Yang Beriman... Bisa Menemani Aku, Supaya Aku Dan Dia Dapat Mengarungi Sungai Kehidupan, ke Muara Cinta Yang Engkau Redhai... Yaa Allah, Yang Maha Pengasih.. Engkau Saja Pemeliharaku.. Dengarkan Rintihan Hambamu Ini... Jangan Engkau Biarkan ku Sendiri.. Agarku Bisa Bahagia... Gantikanlah Yang Hilang... Tumbuhkan Yang Telah Patah... Ku Inginkan Bahagia.. Di Dunia Dan Akhirat... PadaMu Yaa Allah, Kumohon Segala... Hanya Padamu Sajalah Yaa Allah, Aku Meminta Dan Berdo'a... Semoga Engkau Mengabulkan do'a ku Ini... Amin... "

16 May 2011

Dunno how..

this month is sure an unlucky month for me..
early of the month ive got a punctured car tyre..
my car battery totally rosak yesterday..need to replace with a new one..
nearly lost my love..still trying to patch things up..
almost lost my job..
currently im looking for a new job asap..
lots of problem..lots of thing in my mind..lots of feelings in my heart..
im totally blur n just follow the flow..
i dunno how i want to express actually what im feeling rite now..
im numb..
i can only pray to God that He will show me the right way..
sometimes i just feel like i give up with my life..
i dun care whatever want to happen next..
i just dun care..
what i noe is..
i just need a place to rest my head..
but till when???

13 April 2011

I Love My Baby

I love my baby so much..


everyday i cant wait to come back from work to see her because..


i cant wait..


to see my baby's face when she's excited see me coming back from work..

to see her running towards me when i call her name..

to see her licking at me and jumping at me..

to play with her..running, scare, etc

to hold her..

to pamper her..

holding her in my arms and talk to her.. (this is what i love the most)

hugging her eventho she smells bad..huhu

kissing her..


Eventho she's stuborn and quite hard to train coz she easily lose her focus (i noe she inherited that from me), i still love her wit all my heart..


Paris, if u ever, ever understand what mama said to u all this while. I just want u to noe that i love u so much and i promise to take care of u as good as i can and also i will try my very best to be with u until the end..



This was taken from 10 Promises to My Dog, it is a japanese movie. I'll definitely will look for this movie and watch it. ;)



Dear mama & papa,


1. Give me time to understand wut u want of me

2. Place your trust in me. It's crucial to my well-being.

3. Be aware that however you treat me, I'll never forget it

4. Before you scold me for being lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me.

5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when it's speaking to me.

6. Remember before you hit me, I have teeth that could hurt you, but that I choose not to bite you.

7. Take care of me when I get old.

8. You have your work, your entertainment, and your friends. I have only you.

9. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you will be painful for me.

10.Go with me on difficult journeys. Everything is easier for me when you are there. Remember I love you ...


From your lovely baby



p/s: sweet rite? if only we cud really understand what they want n what they said..