14 July 2009

Merindukanmu - d'Masiv



lirik:
Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Reff:
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Back to reff ~~

09 July 2009

I miss you..


Time passes n passes n im still like this
wanting u in my arms not being able to have you
n i look for an exit to not look like this
Oh that far from me, your love is for me
n i cry n cry of knowing you are not here
with my lips, i want to kiss you
n i try n try to not feel like this
but its bad to know that you dont love me anymore

Look, how i am suffering
im burning from inside, to feel your love
don t do that to me, u know i love you
with all my heart

yeah i love you n i miss you, i want to see you next to me
huggin, holdin hands n be next to you
but my concious kills me of knowin you are not here
o baby why you gotta be doing this to me
it hurts me so much to know that you are not for me anymore
n that sweet lil body i shared with you
it hurts me so much to know that you are not for me anymore
i miss you
oh love (oh love) how it hurts me
to be without you
u dont love me

Look,(oh look) how i am suffering(ohh)
im burning from inside(n from inside), to feel your love(to feel your love)
don t do that to me, u know i love you(oh i love you)
with all my heart
Listen "Xtreme te extrano...."


p/s:

god..i miss him so much..when this feeling will fade away..the pain is unspeakable and unbearable..eventhough it was my fault but i never meant to hurt anybody..im sorry..im really sorry..i know im selfish..i always put myself first before anyone..im trying hard to change all my bad attitude and im regret for all the mistakes and bad things i've done but maybe it's too late for my apology now..but from the bottom of my heart..im really really really sorry.. ='(

i juz want u to know that my days and my life will never be the same without you..when u walked out of my life i felt like half of me was gone too..it broke my heart to see your disappointed and frustrated face when you knew bout all the lies i made and it broke my heart worst and burst me into tears when i know and i can imagine how u feel and how hard you are trying to go through this hard time alone..

im trying hard to holding on and to move on..im trying to ignore my own feelings and trying to keep myself busy..im trying hard not to shed a tear coz i know it's worthless..it was my fault after all..

06 July 2009

Before i take that final breath...

Before I Go

When My Life Has Reached Its
Very End And I Take That Final Breath
I Want To Know I’ve Left Behind,
Some Good Before My Death.

I Hope That In My Final Hour
In All Honesty I Can Say
That Somewhere In My Lifetime
I Have Brightened Someone’s Day.

That Maybe I Have Brought A Smile
To Someone Else’s Face
And Made One Moment A Little Sweeter
While They Dwelled Here In This Place.

Lord , Please Be My Reminder
And Whisper Softly In My Ear
To Be A Giver , Not A Taker
In The Years I Have Left Here.

Give To Me The Strength I Need
Open Up My Mind And My Soul
That I Might Show Sincere Compassion
And Love To Others Before I Go.

For If Not A Heart Be Touched By Me
And Not A Smile Was Left Behind
Then The Life That I am Blessed With
Will Have Been A Waste Of Time.

With All My Heart I Truly Hope
To Leave Something Here On Earth
That Touched Another, Made Them Smile
And Gave To My Life… Worth



Source : click here

If i wrote a note to God..




If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I’d ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I’d pour my heart out on each page
I’d ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I’d ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I’d say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

If I wrote a note to God