26 May 2009

I Love You...

I love you enough to fight for you,
Compromise for you, and sacrifice
Myself for you if need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when
We’re apart, no matter what length
Of time it’s for and regardless of
the distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship,
To stand by it through the worse
Of times, to have faith in our
Strength as couple, and to never
Give up on us.

Enough to spend the rest of my life
With you, be here for you when you
Need or want me, and never, ever
Want to leave you or live without you

I love you this much.

Cant Yet Accept

I look at my reflection in the mirror
And I can see her laughing through her tears
All I can fake is one more smile
Underneath I am still in denial
I thought missing you was only for a day
I thought needing you would go away

Why do I see you in everything I do
Why does the sunshine remind me of you
Sometimes in my heart or when I hear your name
I think of the day I lost you, there's still so much pain
Things you said to me, I will never, ever forget.
Words like "love", "meant to be" just words, not heaven sent.

You always took my breath away
I can't believe you didn't stay
I understand you did what you had to do
But it seemed too soon for us to be through
Then the dreaded day when I made the wrong choice
I still can't fathom the tone in your voice
It feels as though my life is falling apart
You left my life but you stayed in my heart
Now I'm experiencing that my spirit is dying
You're gone forever, what's the use in trying?

Constantly people always change, believe me, I understand this.
In four months seems so strange, even you couldn't keep a promise.
You left without a backward glance
Not even giving me a second chance
You're shadow will have to do for now
Because that's all that you will allow

There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
When I don't think about why it was that we drifted so far away
I drown in days of remorse and remember
That awful day in early September
I can barely even make myself eat
Wondering if my life will ever again be complete
I try to be happy and not so depressed
Up until now my feelings I kept suppressed
Why can't I just get you out of my mind?

The joyous side of my heart I can no longer find
I pray that you'll come back, I wonder if I'm in your mind
So much I want to share with you; don't care if love is blind
As you drift away there's nothing I want more
Than to feel your love again, as I've never felt before
You came into my life as quickly as you left it
Every morning I dread that I will have to face it

Maybe we had moved too fast
And that's the main reason that we didn't last
I try to keep my tears bottled up deep inside
But sometimes they're so overwhelming; I just can't seem to hide
I often cry over cherished memories
All of my tears could cover the seas
How many more sorrow-filled days must go by
Until I learn the lesson: it does no good to cry

Worried I would breakup with you; this topic always seemed to come
Tides change, now you dumped me; it's forever set and done
The words are running out, there's nothing left to do
But to wait and to hope, that someday I'll get over you
So if sometimes it seems to you that I'm clinging to the past
It's mostly because I can't yet accept that our love didn't last

My Favorite Quotes and Poems!

I am Strong because i am Weak
I am Beautiful because i know my Flaws
I am a Lover because i am a Fighter
I am Fearless because i have been Afraid
I am Wise Because i have been Foolish
I can Laugh because I've known Sadness

I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose.
The one where he cant walk away
from knowing she's mad at him.
The one he cant fall asleep without
my voice being the last thing he hears.
The one he cant live without.

Im going to smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
pretend it's not hurting me.

Imperfection is beauty,
madness is genius,
and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolute boring.
- Marilyn Monroe

It's funny how 90 people
get the swine flu and everyone
wears face masks, but
millions get aids and
no one wants to wear condoms..

Woman came from a man's rib,
not from his feet to be walked on,
not from his head to be superior,
but from the side to be equal.
Under the arm to be protected,
next to the heart to be loved.

Its sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk pass someone,
like they were never a big part of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now,
you can barely even look at them.
It's sad how time can change.

Never say I love you
If you really don't care

Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand
If you are going to break my heart

Never say you are going to
If you don't plan to start

Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie

Never say hye
If you really mean good bye

If you really mean forever
Then say you will try

Never say forever
Cause forever makes me cry.

21 May 2009

If You Really Love A Woman...

If you really love a woman
tell her that you love her
and show her that the feeling is real
care for her and be her shield
protect her and be sensitive for her
dont leave her alone bcoz she will be scared
and her tears will shed

if you really love a woman
feel what she feels
touch her tenderly
and warm her with your arms
shared your secrets and world with her

if you really love a woman
cherish her with everything you got
dont scold her dont scream or shout
be soft towards her
bcoz she can bruise easily

if you really love a woman
stay by her side
dont lie or cheat
give all of you to her
listen to her
coz thats all she needs
she needs a man who can take her hand
love her with every corner of your heart
thats all you have to do

if you really love a woman...

19 May 2009

I am...

I am...
that girl who when she says she is fine
she wants someone to look at her in the eyes and tell her
she's lying.

I am...
that girl who's smile can light up a room
who make anyone laugh and feel good
but deep inside
she's crying.


I am...
that girl...
that girl...
who just wanted to be care and love
like everyone else
but I know...
things wont change

06 May 2009

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for..

1 . Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends


1 1. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug
her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus
it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something
being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*


26-don’t lie to HER.*
27-DON’T cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at
work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you,
just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*


31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
34 . While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will
automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin
up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.


36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link
your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*


41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

you’ ll never know when she needs just a lil more love

p/s : no 45..sit on top of me? absolutely NO..berat laa...huhu

02 May 2009

i just dont understand..

i was juz surfing da net..went thru a few love quotes and i found 1 quote dat very interesting to me..it is...

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
Mother Teresa

i juz dun understand why people nowadays are so judgmental? if you dunno them how can u judge them? by the way they look? by the way they behave? for me dat is so unfair..sometimes da way we behave or da way we look doesnt reflects who we are or da real us..da way we behave usually influenced by our surroundings or people around us..

have u ever heard of a quote 'never judge a book by its cover'? do u like to be judge? if u dun so dun judge others..why cant we treat everybody equally?

you hav to get to noe da person first before u can judge anything bout him/her..besides its her/his life..who da hell are u to judge whatever decisions dat he/she makes? for me u can juz try to advise but not to judge..

i never judge others i juz dun understand why people really loves to judge me..dun u hav other better things to do? do u really hav a lot of time juz to judge other people? i got a recommendation for u..why dun u use ur time dat u use to judge other people to think bout urself..reminisce every single thing dat u had done n then judge urself..did u make any mistakes? are u really a saint? if u ever make any mistakes n u really not a saint..i think u better stop judging other people n start rectify the shit out of urself..

so to anyone or anybody out there dat juz loves to judge me..i would like to say FUCK YOU! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE REAL ME! SO YOU CAN JUST GO AND FUCK YOURSELF FUCKERS!